My big fat thoughts.

Maybe I should start accommodating my size and stop thinking I'll ever lose weight.

I just want to look like a student, not some stuck-up high end fashion blogger.

There are certain trends you want to be at a certain age. At 18 you wanna be the party girl who smokes like a chimney, drinks like a glutton yet can still recite poetry without blinking (OR NOT). At 20+ you want to be the independent sophisticated woman; powerful, sexy, intimidating. Looking at others, it's annoying, but you find yourself trying to be one anyway. Sometimes people get over it, sometimes they don't.

Why should I even care?